dont forget me, i beg.

*hes the reason im messed up. the reason i cant get myself into another relationship. no matter how hard i try, no matter how hard i want to, im scared. but, not of getting hurt. im scared of hurting someone else. because i could never, ever love someone else like i loved him.

i had alot of reasons to give up on you, but i still chose to stay. and you had alot of reasons to stay, but you chose to give up.

if your wish doesnt come true, something better was meant for youu. <3

they say keep your friends close and your enemies closer. but nowadays,
you cant tell them apart.

wanna learn who your real friends are? fuck up and see who is still there.

He was standing so close. Moving closer, closer. & all I
wanted to do was bolt, because he wasn’t you.

people say everything happens for a reason, but itd be nice to know those reasons why.

i think what fucks us up the most is having this perfect picture in our heads of how we wish things could be.

you can pay for school; but you cant buy class.

 

it took a lifetime to finally understand; home is a person.

its hard to wait around for something you know may never happen,
but its even harder to give up when you know its everything you want.

 you had me at hello. lost me at goodbye.
and everything in between, i guess it was a lie.

true strength is holding it together;
when everyone wouldn’t blame you for falling apart.

i keep myself busy with the things i do,
but everytime i pause i still think of you.

i want you to look at me like there’s some sort of magnetic field holding you in my direction, pulling you towards me and don’t you ever let go.

tears arent an escape darling all they do is make you tired
because the next morning your gonna wake up puffy eyed
and just as sad as the night before.

insecurity is an ugly thing;
it makes you hate people you dont even know.

when faced with two choices, simply toss a coin in the air.
it works not because it will settle the decision for you,
but because in that brief moment when the coin is in the air;
you suddenly know what you’re hoping for.